English
In the midst of flowing time, though, I feel weakness, spinning round and round
I can't even see my heart drifting away from me, can I?
I can't even move by myself, I continue to be poured down the cracks of time
I don't know about anything around me, I'm just myself - and only myself.
Am I looking at a dream? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me...
Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything
Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them
Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black
Does someone like me even have a future? Should I even exist in this world?
Am I feeling pain? Am I feeling sadness? I'm at the point where I don't even know myself
Even if I marched forward, I'd just get tired. I can't even understand people.
If this self were to change, if maybe I can change, it'd all become white
In the midst of flowing time, though, I feel weakness, spinning round and round
I can't even see my heart drifting away from me, can I?
I can't even move by myself, I continue to be poured down the cracks of time
I don't know about anything around me, I'm just myself - and only myself.
Am I looking at a dream? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me...
Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything
Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them
Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black
Is there even a future in this pointless time? Do I even belong here?
If I wanted to describe myself, the words I'd use would be "good for nothing."
Do I even belong here? Do I even belong in this time?
If this self were to change, if maybe I can change, it'd all become white
Am I looking at a dream right now? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me...
Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything
Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them
Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black
If I were to move on - if I were to move on - everything would break, everything would be destroyed
If I felt sadness - if I felt sadness, will my heart turn white?
I still don't know anything - anything about you, anything about myself; anything at all
If I opened these heavy eyelids, and everything was ruined, I'll turn it all black!!